I feel so bad.
And so freak out at the same time.
This is gonna sound aweful but uggggggggg as much as i might hate myself fot what i’m about to say… this is the first time i have felt relive (?) and even slightly happy about a couple breaking up TT-TT
IOIL uggg not only was the most amazing drama ever, but it made me have weird feelings. When a guy in real life or a celebrity has a gf i always feel i shouldn’t like him as a guy, having a gf is like saying ‘back off you can’t even like him or see him as a man anymore’ that happened with yonghwa, with lee seung gi and many more but uggggg! Jo in sung is seriously the first guy i know has a gf and i still drooled about him so bad.
So i know it sounds bad but just couple hours ago i was talking with a friend saying how much of a perfect couple GHJ and JIS are and how annoying is that we cant even ship them without feeling guilty since they both had a gf/bf how we wished they could have met a bit before and now this happens… scary.
On one side i really want her to find someone who loves her and who she loves not gonna lie if thatman could be JIS god bless i would even pray for that to happen there’s just sth there between them besides the fact of how amazing actor/actress they are. They are that kind of couple that you just look and say ‘oh they look good together’ or ‘they should totally try and date’. Of course JIS is probably quite happy with his girl now and that GHJ doesn’t have a bf now doesn’t mean he will also break up with his gf but ugg ~ a fan can only wish~ delulu? yeah lots. I will cheer for them anyway ^^
Note: *cofgothailandgothailandcof* ugg i’m so againts cheating and dating your friends ex-s but uggg i wouldn’t care if it’s them…
I have heard that line before and oh well is sweet.
So i’m not sure if it has to do with me adoring Seohyun but when i listened to ‘Only U’ i aleays find myself almost crying… the way the lyrics are written makes the song feel so… dont know… sincere? Rather than pure and and lovely just raw sincere like someone telling you exactly what’s on his/her heart.
Actually i listened to the entire album without noticing who wrote each song and that song for whatever reason got me right on the heart. Also the part where fear is mention… dont know~ it just felt like ‘ahh this is how love must feel even if you are scare and gave each other lots of pain cuz of those fears at some point you throw those fears away. Not cause you are not longer scared cuz you are but cause this feeling this person is worthed… sinply cause you decided at some point that you want to keep that special one in your life for a long long time’
And then i read seohyun wrote the lyrics and ugg everything made sense. Of course i’m a goguma for life (* yeah yeah i’m stuck in 2010 and i mught as well be so delusional but honestly why do haters even care? Gogus normally live happily and in silence we do not bother anyone really we do live in our own world but some people like to pick a fight for no reason. In my heart i pray for them to be together but even if they dont end up together i still care for them and will support them no matter what. As a BOICE i feel she gave him sth he really yearned and that was love yes a weird one but love anyway even if she mostly made him suffer at some point. As a SONE and mostly seomate i’m glad she was pared with him if there’s sth he does well is taking care of people and for taking care of uri maknae so well back them i’m grateful besides i’ve been a boice for even longer than a seomate. All i wish for both of them is happiness whenever and whoever they find it with. ) so in that sense i feel seohyun can’t really lie she tries but it’s slightly easy to pick up when she’s trying to hide sth or is nervous so this song doe mean the world to me. As if i got to know her a tiny bit better cuz of it…
Yoo Yeon Seok for @Star1 Magazine 2014 October Issue